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Some Things

from I Am In A Fog by Fell From The Tree

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By most standards I am fine
I'm okay at least I’m not crying
Specifics don’t matter
even when they tend to linger
Of course some things change
While some things don’t get better
I need to keep track of what goes where

They still call me nice and I don’t mind
But I’ve seen kindness and I don’t feel kind
I just don’t go for drinks I don’t smoke
I can barely gauge control
I can't get it across right
I need to translator for me
Most times

Well It’s a nice day outside
It’s much better than it’s been
It’s hard to stay outside
Sunlight puts me out of commission
I melt in the summertime
Even when the weather's nice
Throw myself into distractions
While someone else's nighttime happens

I keep saying I’ll be what somebody wants me to be
but despite everything I've thought about I really don't know what that means
Idly reorganizing my closet
I still have to promise
I'll be an asset to an employer
...As long as they don't hear this

Swear I’ll be more than staring at the wall of the office when I know I should work
Just need to reorder my priorities but I can't figure out what comes first
when I ask whether the fog gets any lighter with time
I get no answer
Of course I know why

I was told not to be so dramatic but that’s just what keeps me going
I'd say I've been more aware but clearly my heart's still on my sleeve
I was taught to question things but not change them just exist within them
I would want to clarify but saying this much was too naive

It’s such a nice day outside
It’s nice but weirdly unsettling
I shouldn’t act out about it
It’s just another thing not connecting
I’ll keep quiet in case I elaborate
I've done too much no-context whining
I'll make the most of what I can
or nothing gets done and nothing happens

I used to hope these songs would be covers
Now I just hope things don't get worse
I'm sorry I'm so fucking serious
all the time
But you will see me on a good day
You will see me with control
if the fog doesn’t swallow me up
if the fog doesn’t swallow me whole

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from I Am In A Fog, released May 25, 2018

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Fell From The Tree Rochester, New York

I fell from a tree.
I am in a fog and I catastrophize.
I am not ENOUGH, but that's ok.

Now I find Answers in Between
theanswersinbetween.bandcamp.com

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